Seriously the best series i have watched in forever, i can't stop watching them. I have gone through 4 seasons in about 3 weeks. My day is not made unless i have watched atleast an episode of this amazing show. I can not WAIT for season 5!
Thursday, May 17, 2012
90210
Seriously the best series i have watched in forever, i can't stop watching them. I have gone through 4 seasons in about 3 weeks. My day is not made unless i have watched atleast an episode of this amazing show. I can not WAIT for season 5!
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Take it or leave it....
if i could tell you how i was feeling i would. but i cant so im gonna put it down all on paper. and maybe, just MAYBE you'll care enough to LOOK.
I HATE that you leave me in the dust.
I HATE that you will do anything for anyone, but me.
I HATE that i always come last.
I HATE that you dont look at me like you used to.
I HATE that you cant take me out with you.
and I HATE that your not happy.
What about MY happiness. Its sad, i could care less about punctuation in this paragraph or correct speling,
ALL i care about is telling SOMEONE, ANYONE how i feel.
I gave up my LIFE, my FAMILY, my EDUCATION, my FRIENDS... and pretty much everything else.
Its pretty sad how much you can do for someone and still feel not good enough. I look at my friends in Utah and see how happy they are, how wel there boyfriends treat them. Maybe i was never in the books for a relationship like that, or a life as perfect as some of my friends. DO NOT get my wrong i am very blessed, and i am so thankful for what i do have, but sometimes i wish it was my turn for EASY. I have had hard my whole life..ANYONE who knows me knows i havent had it easy. not one part of my life is easy. i wish i had it easy.
I know you dont always get what you want.. but i want my boyfriend to love me back. i want him to want me. and i want my adopted mom to care and i want things to FINALLY go my way. and somehow they always end up in the other persons favor.
im done crying and blabbing about things i cant fix.
This is me, if you dont like it i dont need you in my life.
take it or leave it.
I HATE that you leave me in the dust.
I HATE that you will do anything for anyone, but me.
I HATE that i always come last.
I HATE that you dont look at me like you used to.
I HATE that you cant take me out with you.
and I HATE that your not happy.
What about MY happiness. Its sad, i could care less about punctuation in this paragraph or correct speling,
ALL i care about is telling SOMEONE, ANYONE how i feel.
I gave up my LIFE, my FAMILY, my EDUCATION, my FRIENDS... and pretty much everything else.
Its pretty sad how much you can do for someone and still feel not good enough. I look at my friends in Utah and see how happy they are, how wel there boyfriends treat them. Maybe i was never in the books for a relationship like that, or a life as perfect as some of my friends. DO NOT get my wrong i am very blessed, and i am so thankful for what i do have, but sometimes i wish it was my turn for EASY. I have had hard my whole life..ANYONE who knows me knows i havent had it easy. not one part of my life is easy. i wish i had it easy.
I know you dont always get what you want.. but i want my boyfriend to love me back. i want him to want me. and i want my adopted mom to care and i want things to FINALLY go my way. and somehow they always end up in the other persons favor.
im done crying and blabbing about things i cant fix.
This is me, if you dont like it i dont need you in my life.
take it or leave it.
Monday, February 20, 2012
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